Op, this was me down and abusing pills. I was trapped in a vicious cycle only made worst by my own self doubt and lack of caring. I prepped ahead to be able to lift again. Six years later...
Here I am now. Building the fundamentals to become number one in Wales at this thing at some point...
Women are cruel, life is cruel, and we as people are subjected to its fortunes and misfortunes. I've had some lows, very low. What I've found in my experience is a total occupation of the mind - this is where my bodybuilding obsession comes into play. While your self-prognosis of 2/4 years...
Creatine and Apple juice. It is all I do and everything I do revolves around training. Without the routine I go into bad habbits. I've had substance abuse issues. This focuses my attention and my obsessive nature elsewhere.
There you go, a cold hard truth.
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