How many of you have improved as a person since first being a member here? I have. Some of you may know me more on a personal level and know that I'm pretty chill. The other day I had an email from Google stating my account hadn’t been accessed for a period of time and was due to be deleted. I don’t even remember creating it. I restored it, logged in, and what did I see? Old CN messages.
What a load of cock waffle.
What I felt was confidence at the time now just seems like unchecked ego. I still don’t write the best, usually laziness, but I’m glad I’m here now at 40 years old and can just be a better person. Running the MIR2 server, there was a sense of having to be better than anyone else. It was competitive. That inflated my ego a lot, an ego I didn’t need. These days, any ego I have I use towards guiding others in personal ventures of fitness and health.
2026, the year I realised I’m less of an asshole.
Hope you’re all doing well.
What a load of cock waffle.
What I felt was confidence at the time now just seems like unchecked ego. I still don’t write the best, usually laziness, but I’m glad I’m here now at 40 years old and can just be a better person. Running the MIR2 server, there was a sense of having to be better than anyone else. It was competitive. That inflated my ego a lot, an ego I didn’t need. These days, any ego I have I use towards guiding others in personal ventures of fitness and health.
2026, the year I realised I’m less of an asshole.
Hope you’re all doing well.

